bittersweet..

Assalamualaikum.. 

Selamat menyambut Ramadhan al-Mubarak..

my 1st day fasting month diz year.. sigh,having poisoning food due to the sahur food.. cant go to terawih.. such a sad thing.. ='(

 i hope i get better ramadhan diz year..

oke.. it is about him,, yea.. actually, we study together. he treat me, like we once together. such a sweet thing. and, i will always waiting each night to be with u.

The most wonderful night is yesterday.. 2.8.11.. actually, it the best memory i had.. but confius wif what u doing.. did u still love me?? i know that u never become mine again,. if ever time can be replay back, i want yesterday night.. i want to be at that night.. i want u the night my dear.. 

If my heart is like me the old one.. i hope my heart is forgiven for what u doing to us..

Someone told me..

"kalau kita betul-betul sayangkan seseorang, lepaskan dia pergi, jangan kau halang dia, andai sudah tersurat dia milik kau, suatu masa nanti dia pasti balik pada kau walau sehebat manapun pengganti yang dia jumpa dan andai kau sayangkan sesuatu benda itu, jangan kau genggam dia terlampau kuat, bimbang ianya pecah didalam genggaman kau sndiri"

 what am i suppose to do.. i'm fighting wif own feeling..