Love is Cinta..

love is cinta.. obviously right.. when u love someone, is he/she love u back?? love is a complicated and hard to be understood.. but, it can be feel even for just one second.. 
before we love anyone in this world, we must love Allah first, and then Rasulullah..and then our Nabi,, and then our parents, and friends.. sometimes, i thought, when i love someone, is he love me as i love him,, is he really sincere with me.. 
all the questions are  playing in my head right now.,. when we care of someone, is it considered as love also.. but when we hurt due to falling in love.. the scars won't heal..
Do we need to be patient for all bad things, even it comes so many times.. it feel tired and bored when facing the same problem.. love can't be predicted...
all this sounds like i have break up right.. actually not.. i'm just wondering... i have been patient all the time, i know that i make mistake,i know that i'm not like other girls.. but can't u accept me for who i am.. i know what ur doing was for my goodness.. but please, i'm getting sick of this day by day.. i don't know, how many days i can face all this.. please, don't make my love to u disappear..even for just a little cause i'm now like loosing u.. please respect me.. understand me, and don't force me doing things that i don't like.. Not everyone can facing ur behave.. right now.i don't feel like u'r with me.. eventough we are near..